bweh

2008-11-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'm in shock.

Not by what had happened.
Nor is it what is going to happen.
But what is actually happening now.

Divine intervention.
How much can faith change a person?

Patience.
How long can a person keep their cool?

Perseverance.
How much longer can a person take?

Limitations,scarcities,fears.
Which one are you most afraid of?

Everyone has their limitations. You and I are no different. Anyone can become ridiculously short-tempered suddenly even though one might be known to not flare with anger easily. No single issue affects all similarly. Everyone have different focus of what they want to achieve from an event/a relationship/a quarrel.

Emotions and awareness are what make humans different from animals. People reacts to mere words of others. Often losing their sense, engulfed by the flames of anger and hatred. Thus losing their awareness. It makes us no different to animals who react to others who eyed their territory and attacking out of anger and defense.

Emotions when put to the correct usage, allows us to make a judgement while awareness highlights the impact of the decision made. If you are aware of your own decisions, most often, the result of the decision would be beneficial to not just you but the people around you as well. Know what you want. What you intend to have. And most importantly, what you already have.

Be patient. Endure. Think carefully. Be aware.Live with no regrets.

2008-10-28T20:52:00.007+08:00

I have come to acceptance with a few things.

1. Everyone has flaws and there is no point focusing on people's flaws when I might suffer from the same problems as others.
2. I should not build up my hate level over stupid people who does stupid things.
3. I should be more neutral.
4. I have stupid seniors in NS!
5. Rather than whining about how your life is fucked up, why not put that saliva to good use to say more constructive things?

But most importantly,

SINGAPORE IS UGLY
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Well, at least I can see things in more perspective rather than most one-way-road minds of the majority. Looking back these past few months, it made me realise how much I have changed. I feel that I can think better. But I haven't lost any of my serious-less-ness and my bad habits. *the auntie on the bus forced me to use the middle finger on her for the first time in 4 months.* I have been notified today early in the morning that I have been norminated (yet again.. I always gets this things happening to me once in a while like 3 weeks once...) to take up media in NS. Photography and editing to creating a movie clip.. They even provide lessons for me to teach me how to take photos and all. I would probably think that things I capture would really look very different from what I would use to take from the past. Not saying that I have become a master overnight but probably every picture which I am going to take would have a story which only I would understand. I never had any flare with things that have connections with perspective. You can check that with my art teacher in primary and secondary school. Never got an A for perspective drawing. More of a high class imitation like a China good. Always felt as more of a follower than a creator until now. Probably now is that break to learn to become that leader which was in-born in me since the day that I was born to be.

My lungs are collapsing.. At least i think they are.. off for now..

Ugly Singaporean.

2008-10-26T22:02:00.009+08:00

I will put it in very simple terms.

Singaporeans are ugly.

It is not just their appearance that is ugly. Some might look physically ugly, but it does not mean that they are ugly totally. Internal beauty, their behaviours, habits and even genes, is what is seriously lacking in a Singaporean.

I believe that all people are generally good natured. However, that has proven to be a utopia in Singapore's context. Criticisms and vulgarities are a norm in Singaporean's language besides that typical Singlish that we have invented throughout these years. If the speak good english campaign is considered to be effective and achieving great results, maybe.. just maybe.. its time to take a step back and see what kind of excellent english people (young and old) are using nowadays. It seems like older generations who were alienated from english are educated with words like 'bastard' and 'stupid' before they learn words like 'sorry' and 'Thank you'. Maybe these latter words are not even learnt to begin with. A simple quote: 'bastard! purposely one is it!'. This was taken from a 50 odd year old going 60 year old auntie while I was having a bus ride to home. Point proven. Ill-mannered, uncouth, an ugly Singaporean made indeed.

Compassion is a word that is very vaguely defined. For me, it is defined as helping people who are more needy. It is a privilege to be able to give then to take. A friend of mine once told me: to have compassion means you are able to embrace and love everyone and anyone regardless of what their background, status might be. I do not see that in a true blue Singaporean. A simple gesture of giving up one's sit for the old or pregnant or just simply anyone who needs the sit more than you require signs and special colour scheme sits to remind Singaporeans. Even so, it is constantly ignored. On my way home everyday, during the peak hours, the onrushing and never ending human traffic swamps the MRT station. Standing place is already a scarcity let alone sits. I once saw an old lady holding a walking stick standing in front of a young couple playing a PSP. Incredibly, the old lady seemed to be transparent to them and they had a big 'PLEASE GIVE THIS SIT TO THE NEEDY' tagged on top of their head. Crowding at the door of the bus before the bus door opens and basically scanning of the EZ link card before alighting the bus are just gestures that show Singaporean struggling throughout their lives. Singaporeans focuses on these scarcities and would struggle all their life to achieve the scarcity. Thus creating this ugly Singaporean culture that we see today.

How often do you see Singaporeans like to make a mountain out of a molehill over the most meagre of arguments? They can preach to their children and friends that patience is a virtue, and learn to forgive and forget. Yet they are not aware that they are wearing the mask of hypocrisy. Accidents do happen. That is what everyone was told and I believed that this is so. I do not hide behind that mask of hypocrisy and blaming people who accidentally step on me on the bus or when they nudge me in the back. Much to my dismay, that ugly Singaporean auntie that I mentioned earlier did not think so. Assuming that my statment about preaching to people to forgive and forget was told to that auntie and by that auntie is true, she totally lost her marbles when an ACCIDENT had happened. An accidental step/nudge on her warranted a bastard cry. Who was she trying to embarass? I think it wasn't the person who stepped on her but herself. It just shows how hypocritical and ill-tempered she was. To put it in a jokingly way, I would probably think her husband did not give her good sex that's why she is so worked up over a small accident as what my colleague would say. Why would people become fucked up? Probably they are already fucked up in the first place. Malaysia truly asia, then Singapore is truly UGLY!

2008-07-16T20:13:00.003+08:00

alright! its rreally time that i should have a long long entry.

nothing really big happened that is earth shaking except maybe i am getting pissed off with my army superior much more often than i was a few months ago? I am beginning to lose the control of my own temper and complain about many things to the head. haha! doesnt matter. He is suppose to let me rant cos there is always a basis for me to complain and i can back it up anytime. twisting of words is actually what i do best nowadays. One can never survive in the customer service branch without being able to think and twist your words to suit your argument quickly. Everything needs to be impromptu and if you cant do it, you wont make it.

there is never a day of total boredom in my army stint ever since i joined my current unit. Yesterday, i just had the happiest time dismantling my sir's partition to make his cubicle smaller! Too bad for you sir! who ask you in dent com never use your brain to think that there is no space for you to put it. hahah! Oh! and i sort of become a multi purpose man. Floor plan, do report, tank mdm work. i seem to be learning more than i should. got to attend course in august cos i was arrowed again haha! And i am going to be promoted to my next higher rank of LCP soon!! too bad for those lowbies!! I'm going to make you all knock it down hahahaha! SADISTIC ASSHOLE I AM!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

As for today, and like many other days, i had the most happy time screwing ard with the case and sending it back where it came from! TYPE MEAN MSG!!! hahaha! but i didnt get to swim cos the pool is down for maintaining -.- RETRIBUTION! HAHAAAHA!!

Enough of work stuff. seems like i have no life besides work and more work hahahaha! finally i am catching up with animes and animes cos i neglect the games ahhaahahhahaha!! anyway shall go and play liaoz

2008-06-28T20:01:00.003+08:00

its been some time since i last updated. but who cares... hardly anyone reads it anyway haha!

oh well.. got to get my future sorted out next week before someone comes and haunt me again haha!

anyway.. im here to rant..

i dun want to go for stupid events on sunday!! what the fuck! i have to sacrifice my weekends cos my NSSC is making us participate in stupid stuff la. work on sunday?! wtf lol..

2008-06-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

Guard duty. The heaven and hell. All-in-one.

And so i had to wake up damn early today because i have to do an AM duty. haha! Was nearly late cos i plopped back to sleep after i offed my alarm. Nevertheless i made it. Encik seems to have taken notice of me and so has many other DXOs. wonder if its a good thing or not. haha! basically when i am in uniform everyone will ask " why are you in uniform today? ". sort of stating the obvious i guess.. that is just probably a human sense when they see something different.

Hmm.. here comes the hell part of duty. I stood for 5 and a half hours in front of the x-ray machine and see countless dumb people walking through with their pockets filled. That's pretty dumb considering you are supposed to walk through a metal detecter and you have things like keys, hps, and all sorts of nonsense in the pocket. Walao.. wake up la.. i had to repeat so manymany times that it got stuck in my head. The worst thing is the people who passes through the visitor area gives no viewing pleasure at all... fugly things just walk by and walk by... one after the other till there was no end. haiz!! what a boring duty haha! luckily i had people to talk to during these few hours if not i will be reduced to a spineless person on the floor squirming.

The heaven would be probably out of nowhere, all of a sudden, out of the blue,when the cows could really leap over the moon, there is someone worth looking at appears hahahah! Thats when the duty gets interesting haha!

after duty got back to work. didnt had much to do anyway haha! then singtel internet sms-ed rose for awhile before she replies me with the singtel sms back haha! then went online to chat with her haah! all that while i was in the office working haha. i guess my section is very efficient in getting the work done. 5 cases left for the day. all couldnt be cleared today. so technically 0 for the day haha! finally starting to dread going to work but who cares. as long as there is no fucked up people, i dun care. haha!

2008-06-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

I guess my days are numbered. The inevitable is here. Slowly, but surely. I can sense that my work is inviting trouble. I am just awaiting that day when I would be put into DB LOL!!

1 week, 2 cases of mp case. what are MPs for? To help people? Or is it a competition of popularity to see who can mantain in power by giving in to the ridculous demands of the residents? This week, the latter proved to be so. Do MPs know how to reject? Do they have a sense of righteousness? Do they condone the wrongdoings of people and raise ridcule requests? They are part of the government to uphold the law. But do they actually do it? I guess probably not. Would you condone someone who has repeatedly failed to do what is required after countless times and help you raise a request that make you look like a fool? If no one wishes to do it, its probably the time to find the MP! they make good complain buddies for residents everywhere. If one has multiple history of trying to find loopholes in the system and didnt manage to breach it this time round, would you help the person to breach it again to twist guidelines? Once again, if no one offers to help, approach the MP.

The government acts in such a way to condone such practises which defying all guidelines. So what a guidelines for? A guide for people to divert away from and to twist wrong to right? I feel that I have done no wrong to tell people they do not meet the guidelines for certain things and i really wish they would just accept it. Standardization is mantained through guideline. And once people feels that going to the MP would help to change everything, they are probably correct. The names of the MP would instill a sense of fear as if going against the government. Its influence can equal international renowned names like Nike and Addidas any time. 'Just say the name' seems to be a good slogan. Wonder why MPs might help these senseless halfbreeds? Simple logic. Vote for me for i can achieve your every need.

2008-06-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

woot! do i sense another long entry coming today?! haha! its been quite a long time since i talked to anyone already.. havent been going out much with anyone.. especially people from choir. well at least celine still remembers me LOL!!

its been quite a hectic week last week after all the holidays and anniversary. Imagine going for work on a normal day, you see 20++ cases max 30.. then because of all the breaks you go back to work and see not 50, not 100 but 130 cases!! ZOMG! totally got owned..

oh well off to anime land alalalla!!

2008-05-30T21:29:00.003+08:00

yeah i am finally appearing online again haha!. hmm.. nothing really much has happened these past few weeks. plain work and game and work and game.. life has been passing and so has the time. haha! finally its 4 months into my army life. it is actually been so long since i first shave my head bald. haha! anyways,my team came in 3rd overall for the NSSC anniversary games. haha!! even though we didnt get the first prize, nevertheless, its my first time joining my workplace event leading as the team leader haha! 3rd place not bad alr okay. for a person who has no prior training in leading. All thanks to the motivated team of DXOs and NSFs! haha! get to enjoy lunch at some ulu restuarant after that. the food is good. had vege, chilli crab, some corn and starch soup thingy aka fake sharks fin LOL.. there is still noodles and many many other stuff to go along.. everyone ate till they could not take it haha! after that a group of us went to play lan. My friend and i went to eat dinner at ichiban LOL!! curry katsu chicken ftw! too bad i ate too slowly until the curry became cold haha!! tasted like cold potato curry haha! i want to go out tmr to get my shirt!! and my friends better not ps me tmr haha!!

Today had another half day again! CSB cohesion session!! went to cine to eat.. having fun eating in the meeting room or something like that haha! inside the ipod shop there was suppose to be this cafe thing. but because there were too many of us, they kindly opened a room for us.. and it just happens that it looks like a freaking meeting room la haha!! alll plain and white. hah! waited for quite a while before all our food arrived. i still prefer the servings that australians serve. I see the pathetic sandwich with a little bit of ham and melted cheese with two slices of bread seemingly small. barely enough for me to fill my hungry stomach. i wanted to eat more but after spending so much yesterday at the ichiban, i MUST resist haha! in the end, went back home and played a while of age of conan then got bored and dulan. so right now i am super super free haha! downloading new songs to satisfy my listening pleasure.

Cant wait to skip work on monday! today when i went back for work i got the shock of my life when i saw so many cases to handle. over 70 plus close to 80. manage to clear a little to ard 50 before the industrial glue started to give me a fucking bad headache and a bad temper. i almost wanted to stab my superior today. we are turning into glue sniffers and he doesnt give a fuck. What kind of shithead superior would not care for their underlings. Still can ask me what i want him to do. Common sense pls! find a place for us so that we wouldnt end up sniffing glue. would you like to see the whole frontdesk sitting in front of the counter and sniffing glue cos we are addicted to it? the government wants to prevent drug abuse and they are actually forcing us to become drug abusers? this policy must go! I need a VOICE! i need to voice out all the unhappiness i have with my superiors. haha! guess i will do it.. on monday straight in his face! like i always have done and i always will do.

Looking forward to a eventful weekend and i want to go to marina square so that i can get that shirt from topman which i have been eyeing for a long time. Actually since last week haha! pray someone will be free tmr to go with me haha! one person very sian~~ LOLOLOL off i go~

2008-05-14T19:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday.was.fun@hotmail.com!! went out to watch movie after work with rose!! haha!! after the movie i cant help but to look for food lol!! too hungry alr.. then IT WAS THE MAGICAL TUESDAY!! GELARE FTW!! ate the 2 scoop of ice cream waffle.. mocha chip and raspberry sorbet.. YUM!!!

Today is a good day! went swimming and got myself all chlorinated.. didnt bring goggles today cos i cant find it in the morning haha!! wonder who took it and used it for specs la!! anyway i 'washed' my eyeballs in the water and after that it feels super fucked up and all cos its very dry haha!! is chlorine a drying agent? haha! Sandra nvr teach before haha!!

2008-05-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

right now, my mum is hogging my psp yet again. hmm.. it seems like my mum is addicted to the psp!! haha!

AGE OF CONAN download is super large!! i still need to on it for another 35 hours before it can complete download! worse, i cannot on the com for the whole night somemore haha!! this is bad!! i dunno what i can do now haha!! preorder the game and paid extra just to go into the game early yet i cannot download the game client in time for the official opening haha! my seniors are also trying to download but im still the fastest haha!! if i was at my own home with my own room, it wouldnt have become a problem with this stupid download haha! its 13gb for goodness sake!!

this week work is rather slack. i have 4 half day of work and a day of washing car haha!! where do you find this kind of NS job sia haha!! there is no such thing except where i am haha! i cannot wait to watch movie tomorrow!!

it will be a movie maraton for me tmr haha!! first with NS people then wih rose haha!! i heard that ironman is very very nice from my seniors at work haha!! thats why i wanted to watch it.. hope i can make it on time tmr and they will release me promptly.. dun wanna make people wait for me haha!! like i have said many many times! IRONMAN!! STEELWOMAN!!! ALUMINIUMSHEMALE!!! YEAH!! MOVIE MOVIE!!!!

2008-05-11T17:54:00.002+08:00

haha!! i am having a stupid conversation with that little kid!! haha!! (rose should know who haha!! remember that person who called you ben dan haha!!) right now my mum is hogging my psp and i have only my lappy haha!! watched finish a movie just now haha!! national treasure haha!! the movie is not bad.. sort of like a da vinci code haha!! alot of mystery and puzzles haha!! quite nice haha!! the city of gold. i cant wait to go and watch a movie on tuesday haha!!

been pretty occupied with disgaea on the psp.. its a game that i think i will enjoy playing for a long long time haha!! the gameplay is actually quite repetitive but nevertheless i want to complete this game haha!! i shall snatch my psp back now before its flat hahahahhahaha!!

2008-05-10T12:09:00.002+08:00

yeah!! i finally enrolled for my driving course! i started to read the stupid basic theory book and i realise how easy it was. At least i think its quite easy to remember haha! anyway got quite a slack week next week. HAHA! i got 4 half days of work and 1 full day LOL! got to study for some test required for my work at NS haha!! then must study lol!! cannot pass no up rank!

On a much much much much lighter note, i cannot wait to play age of conan. i have been looking at the webbies and game guides since these past weeks and it starts on the next week sunday at 1 am haha! i cannot wait to get my hands on the game alr.. too bad i only have a laptop to run the game.. haha! i still need to wait to see whether i will be able to upgrade my desktop before i move to my new house hah!! i want back my own room and everything.. everything here is so screw up!! noise pollution, construction, warm, not being able to stick to a channel on the tv cos my uncle keeps switching the channels. haiz!! how i wish i can get my own room lol~ i get a room, personal tv, desktop, laptop, bed!, fan/aircon!! AHHHHHHH~~~ this is so good haha!! i wouldnt have to get out of my room if i were to have a mini fridge in my room too haha!! guess im dreaming too much haha!! oooohhh weelllllss haha!! GAMES AND WORK FTW!! i love my job!! haha!!

2008-05-04T10:41:00.002+08:00

I think i make a better customer service officer than the driving center ones.. they are ineffiicient, useless, unhelpful bunch of people who dont pick up the phone! Then what is a customer service officer for? For people to call and get ignored? For the helpless to continue going unaided? What if it was a hosiptal hotline? To let the injured continue to suffer and eventually die? I see no point in calling the amk driving centres when they are not doing their job at all. why should there be a customer service when no service is rendered? Maybe these are the questions that they should ask themselves. Being in this customer service branch has let me realise how important i can be to help the people who really requires it. It provides a challenge to me firstly as every case is different. There are no two exactly similar cases. Secondly, i get a sense of satisfaction to give good advise to the person in need. Unlike those in other organisations like the CPF board. They direct people to the wrong place and we ended up having to send the person to another part of singapore. i guess it just kind of show how much they neglect duties and not willing to go an extra mile to just check with the organisation in charge. Its simple to divert people away but its not easy to divert them to the correct department in charge. I guess it just boils down to work ethnics and responsibilities. Well, being NSFs, i do not have alot of authority to different things. However, at least i make an effort to check on what to do with people of higher authority who can help me to help the person in need. I try my utmost best to give as good an advise as possible so that the person does not end up having more queries. At least to me, its what a good customer service branch should do.

On another note, I really want to get my driving started so that i can drive when i go overseas!! haha.. its really boring when you go to places like australia without knowing how to drive therefore it becomes difficult for you to get out of the house. I wouldnt be able to stay at home for more than 24hours. I need the outside world. haha!! So Rose, lets try to meet up one of these days during the weekdays so that we can get the registration done and do the basic theory!! the first step to every successful drivers haha!!

2008-05-01T17:21:00.002+08:00

wah lao eh!! i shall blog now lor haha!! today is labour day!! its a good day cos there is no work today. how i wish everyday has no work haha!!

no major events have happen these past few weeks/ months except my trip to Australia which i didnt get to go out much.

basically just bought alot of chocolates to boost the fat content in me as well as fruits haha!! i actually have enough fruits to go on a fruit diet for at least 2 weeks haha!! pesimons and pears and apples and chestnuts just to name a few.

Did i mention that my little niece is having examinations soon?! haha!! she is quite hopeless in her english haha!! she cannot even fill in basic words like I, He, She, They, Our properly in the correct blanks!! 0/5 is her normal average haha!! Ownage!! even i am not so lousy when i was a little thing haha!! i have a freaking hard time to explain every single word in the passage. What happen to the future generation! Are they really that stupid or am i just too smart?! I guess it must be I'm too smart in the past that's why they all seem so dumb now haha!! GENIUS!!

2008-04-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

ahh!! finally a week of work have gone by lol!! weekends are the best days of the week lol!! yesterday was super shiok cos work half day only lol!! events during work is great!! I FINALLY FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE FOR THE FIRST TIME! was panicking in the office in the morning cos i felt the weightless pocket lol!! tthought i dropped it or something la.. hahaha!! i called home but no one picked up the phone so i didnt bother checking again LOL!! i can still have the mood to go play LAN with the people at NSSC (my work place) after work lol!! totally didnt care at all la lol!! hmmm. it was fun!! haha!! i never want to play CS with taht jason sia!! damn suay lor.. every time i see him then he kill me first.. play until damn tulan lol!! but it was fun la! esp when everyone tried to gang bang him first LOL!! hmm.. i seriously need to go out today!! so boring la. whole day stay at home and rot rot rot rot rot rot rot.. LOL.. alright!! i have decided lol!! i shall go and play PSP at home and listen to nice music now LOL

2008-04-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

oh yeah!! MIA enough liaoz lol!! finally decide to sit down in front of the com and just do a blog entry... willingly.. hahaha!!

NS is officially fun LOL.. i get to talk to many screw up people everyday and i get screwed for telling them that they are screwed up!! LOL!! well.. customer service is like that one la... you kanna all sorts of wtf idiots calling and screaming in your face!! LOL.. of cos there are some nicer ones(obviously more educated) who is willing to listen and those really dumb ass(cannot get high pay job one) who kpkb,knn,fu**,lj,cb at you and you just listen to him scold and come out from the other ear LOL!! who cares!! haha!! they dun wanna turn up for training and go court their problem. not like i care anyway lol!! i did my job and thats that!!

one week comes and goes pretty fast i must say!! CLOSER TO ORD!!! lol.. wait until neck long already still havent reach sia.. haha!! but at least its fun working with the people there and sharing the shit around lol!! OOOOOHHHH!! i want to play POOL!!! okay.. that was RANDOM!! haha!! all interested party pls sms, call,email,online me to jio me out leh! HAHAHA!! dying without entertainment after work sia lol!! rights~~ off i go to animania!!

2008-03-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

oh yeah.. have been working for 3 days haha!! rather nothing to do haha!!eat slack eat slack then go home!! haha!! thats all i have been doing for the past 3 days haha!! oh well.. got 2 interviews today haha!!.. really dying to know where i will get posted to lol

2008-03-23T11:01:00.001+08:00

oh yeah!! final fantasy for the win!! hahahahaha!!! i am totally addicted to it alr.. cool graphics, nice songs, great gameplay. most importantly! its addictive!! haha!! i was so into it that i didnt realise my phone rang 2 hours ago =X haha!! sorry!! LOL.. i have been at it since like 7 this morning? hahaha!! 4hours of ff-ing rocks!!

tomorrow will be my first day of work as the clerk muahahahaha!! i love my job!! i hope.. hahah!!
itsgonnabeabusydaytomorrowandidunnohowiamgoingtogetthroughit haha!!!!!!

I think rose is losing her blood as i am typing lol!! hope she doesnt faint later lol!! anyway got XXXXXX arms to fall into so nvm la!! im sure you wont mind too right, rose.. haha!! off to ff YEAH!!

2008-03-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

im so hardworking!! been blogging for the 4th day?! haha

right now, im eating haagen dazs icecream as i am typing!! yuuuummmm LOL!!! the best part is... i didnt have to pay a single cent for a pint lol!!! SHIOK!! well.. i am getting fat =X or rather i am fat now lol!! BMT plus slacking at home and eating alot equals to me turning into a big fat pig lol!!

been at home almost the whole day today lol.. watch anime and playing alot of dota lol!! they say practise makes perfect.. haha!! but i practise wrong thing make it more imperfect lol!!

brrr.. cold!!haagen dazs plus fan = frozen!! my mum is like sitting on my bed kidnapping my precious psp lol!! got to go and grab it back now lol!!

2008-03-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today is a totally marvellous day!!
got my new posting.. im going to defence tech tower A to report for duty!! its just beside cmpb~~~ haha!! hope its a stay out vocation.. got to confirm with the people there tomorrow lol!!
and today!! i met qimin aka mario!! haha!! its been such a long time since i saw her haha!! seems like to me that she is doing quite well haha..
and another happy thing!! i finally got final fantasy crisis core on my psp!! yeahness!! hahah!! wanted to play that game for a long long time but it was in jap!! the english version just came out and i am playing it!! totally enjoying it!! hahaha!!
and now im talking to my buddie!! hahaha!! im finally able to catch up with him after soooo long!! haha!!
shall blog soon cya folks!!

2008-03-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

today, had a super shiok and tiring day!! haha!!
soccer in the morning till i aggravated my knee injury!! but who cares!! haha! its fun fun fun.. been a long time since i last touched a ball anyway haha!! NS buddies ftw~~
after soccer, met sgt ah fred at amk with army people for lunch!! haha!! beef noodles rocks!! taste much better with friends eating with you.. haha!! watched them spam datona at the arcade lol.. super funny!! people were trying to crash each other out of the race LOL!! wanted to go for movie but no one wanna watch.. SADDDED lol!! i rather play pool LOL.. which just so happens that everyone dun mind haha!! off to pool!! itchy itchy!! haha!!
Pool-ing was super fun!! time flies when you are having fun sia~~ haha!! too bad only 5 of us ended up at the pool.. haha!!
dinner at kfc with amrish and ryan!! talk cock, sing song, eat chicken.. no gambling!! bad!! haha!! liverpool, man u, who do you think is the better team!! haha!! after some long chat off to home to rest LOL.. i could just doze off on my bed now lol!!!!!!!

does it matters

2008-03-19T18:49:00.001+08:00

i only ask simple questions.
does it matter?
do you care?
does it make any difference?
i dun like to be a filler in an anime. since you are with them all the time, i dun see why i have to grace the occassion with my presence. (read my hates for link)

woohoo.. finally out from BMT and 2 weeks block leave is coming to an end. i can gladly say i have fun even though it can get rather boring sometimes lol!! but im glad i have new buddies in NS like amrish who is quite entertaining!!

2008-02-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

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In Preparation

2008-01-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

last few days of freedom before i officially step into NS. haiz... there goes my freedom. sometimes it really makes me think whether i could survive this 14 days with a no camera hp and exercise under the hot burning sun that i have not been under for the past 3months or so. haha!! well i guess i will have to cope somehow.. hahah!!

wah sound so sian.. must be the morning blues haha!! havent really wake up yet although its ard 10 now? haha!! well, things have been really boring these few days cos everyone is working already.. i seem to be the only slacker in the whole entire universe haha! WHATEVER HAHA!! hmm.. seems like i really should find more excitment in life arh.. hahahah!! really enjoyed those days where i can just spam movies without any concerns of work =))

i shall go and do my rountine now.. hopefully, i will still be in one piece after i come back these 2 weeks =))

2007-12-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

ta da!!

im back again... hahaha!! so sad.. i will be leaving this bishan district that i have lived in for the past 17 years in a few months time.. house dun miss me okay.. i promise i wont miss you.. hahah!! kinda looking forward to the new year.. haha.. new year signifies new things... and i want a new room in a new house and have new furniture and new clothes and new job and new everything that i dun current have now.. haha!! im so greedy =X oh wells..

measurements

2007-12-22T23:13:00.001+08:00

if maplestory was the measurement for my boredom, i think it would signal that i am dying from boredom haha!! leveling up to level 71 in just a mere 2 days just shows how much and how fast i chiong to level up.. haha.. oh wells.. nothing better to play what haha!! what to do right.. lol
anyways, there are strangers starting to swarm into my house today.. haha!! and some random shit just popped into my head... remember this? "im selling my house! you like it? its clean and white with 4 huge room. the bedroom is over there, the other bedroom is over there, the sewing room is over there, the kitchen is over there, this is my beautiful bathrooms~ check out my balding ceiling... want to see more, call this number 'imstupidtobelieveyou'.." hahaha... well there aint no macho and fat guy in my entire family.. but if you consider my fat cousin as 'macho' with lumpy flabs then fine.. haha!! well.. i only can say, my days in bishan is numbered. BUT i will not miss it at all haha!!! i want to move badly, urgently, dying to shift!! hahah!! i want to upgrade my ugly room, tear down the old furniture, change an environment hahah!! im going to sleep and play maple tmr again and again and again... oh and hopeful get what i want tmr haha!!!!!!!

aimless

2007-12-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

i finally realised how aimless my life is after a lvls haha!! besides going out to add a little more colour to the black and white lifestyle that i had endure throughout the pass few weeks, i have been limited to being stuck at home the whole day for hours in front of the black colour box and screen. hahaha!! why why why why why~~~~~~~~~ hahaha!! but i will kind of got to enjoy it while it last i guess... haha!! before i officially turn hairless on jan 24 haha!! wonder how am i going to look like.. haha!! oh wells heck~~! haha!!

hmm.. who wanna go out~~~~~~~~~~(echoes) ....

jun hoe is finally updating

2007-12-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

the great one is back!! hahah!! at least from taiwan.. haha!! oh wells.. nothing much ever really happens nowadays actually... hahah!! here.. take a look at my daily schedule

morning: rise and shine =))
afternoon: maple maple maple
night: maple maple maple / sleep

haha!! but i am proud to say i made it to the 3rd job advancement.. haha so call me chief from now on yah haha!!

nevertheless, taiwan has been a fun filled and enjoyable trip.. i bought stuff!!! alot of them... but not all were for me (disappointed).. haha... but i still got a pair of shoes that i think is nice.. but its starting to turn black =X shucks haha!! thanks to all those who frantically and happily stepped on my shoe =X besides that, i also got a pair of jeans and a tshirt and shirt.. hahah!! omg.. i totally sound like a bloody rich kid who has too much money to spend la.. =.= but i cute cost to the minimum alr.. haha!! cannot blame me for spending so much on the stuff that i 'need' right.. haha!! ooo... i also got alot of nice stuff for people.. more like i go there not to buy stuff for myself but have to think about others la.. wth... oh.. if anyone is wondering why this asshole doesnt use paragraphing.. thats cos i freaking finish my a levels and i can throw away all those freaking notes and books that used to infest my beautiful room.. haha... check out my matching wall colours, want to see more call this number 909090909 haha!

2007-07-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

im finaally willinnngg to update... haha
life=boring so i shall leave it the way it is.. ahahaha

2007-06-21T18:53:00.001+08:00

omg freaking pissed.. haha.. didnt have my internet connection for one day la.. cos my modem was on fire literally on fire.. lol.. wel got my new modem alr.. 2wire modem sucks!! pls change to linksys for a better time surfing and downloading la.. hhaha i shall go and watch my FMA before i go study again

2007-06-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

ah!! a day of slacking and no studying!! i guess this is the closest to the ideal life i have in mind... just watched many many episodes of anime throughtout the day and i guess i could get used to this sort of life. well tomorrow will be back to my hectic studying schedule again... but for now... ENJOY IT WHILE IT LAST

2007-06-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

take a look

2007-06-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

yet another day of studying and mad chionging for mid years... When will this circle ever end!! haha... on a happier note, my long awaited claymore episode 11 is finally out =X... hmmz.. it seems that i am somewhat addicted to this anime already.. ITS ACTUALLY A GOOD SIGN THAT I KNOW WHEN TO RELAX OKAY!! haha.. well after 3 hours of studying reaching my maximum capacity to study(sort of figured out within these few days) me and fabian went to the arcade again... 2nd day in a row.. hmmz looks like i am going to spend alot of money again.. haha!! at least i have my fun lor.. Eh~~ today weather sucks!! oops sorry random.. wah lao actually its study from 10 to 3 lor then stupid rain delay 2 hours sia.. nevertheless, the efficient me still managed to finish lor... CALL ME PRO PLS!! XDXD
eh.. marcus arh!! can you stop switching days for the all GUYS out( for marcus only: all GAYS out) you want me change plan how many times arh!! slap your face then you know arh ( cos you no balls... you know what i mean=X just kidding). this might turn out to be a great day after all.. hope tomorrow will be as good or even better~~!

2007-06-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha!! i studied again today!! feel like such a mugger la... never studied so many days in a row in my entire life.. at least i satisfied my urge for pool today!! well, i ate and when to arcade with fabian after like dunno how long la.. haha... wah lao eh... so shiok today la... hmms... i am gonna study tmr again.. if i can take it haha... off i go to see claymore lor

2007-06-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Wah lao eh!! depressing sia... cannot take it~~ WHY!!!! DEATHNOTE ANIME GOT STUPID LICENSE...NO MORE LE LA!!! watch until episode 11 finally then realise got freaking license today... should have watched it yesterday la... well at least i still have bleach to watch... wonder when is claymore coming out.. Hope it comes out soon..
anyways.. i finally went to toa payoh library to study today.. after so many days of studying at home i think its time to change the environment.. i finished what i plan to finish today and did more...i dun feel so bad now.. haha.. then the polar actually wanna come study with me de.. then she come and ps me lor and went to kbox. wah lao eh.. you no need study de arh... haha.. nvm lor.. i went to study with fabian, nicole , isaac cos jamie left and i thought nicole left too but... im sure fabian wont be there if nicole left.. haha... well.. i managed to complete more of chem to lessen my workload tomorrow at AMK library =) you all can join me if you all want.. will be with my classmate though...

ps: SERENE!! wah lao where got like that one!! i book you alr lor... haha... first come first serve pls... haha... just kidding

2007-06-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Woah!! today damn happy!! finally i got my new speakers and they are blasting my ears off... i wanted to get one of these for quite some times le.. finally found something that i like after like 6 hours of walking at sim lim =X at least i got what i wanted... haha... one last time to finish what i need to buy.. a portable harddisk for my friend... he better freaking hell thank me when he comes back from Australia.. got to look so long just to find one 500GB at such a cheap price.. haha... off i go to enjoy nice music lol...!!

new beginning

2007-06-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

Wah.. i took another half an hour to do up this blog la.. waste so much of my time until i didnt even have decent time to write an entry until now.. i guess my old one is dead, finished, out cold, demolished, destroyed, and REMOVED=)
eh... actually i set up this blog was also for the sake of showing marcus what it is like to have a nice and deccent looking blog. HAHAHA!! MARCUS DID YOU SEE THIS COOL BLOGSKIN!!! feeling lousy and demoralized? feel like giving up trying to write a blog now after realising how inferior your blog looks?? dun worry!! haha... i will help you =) I am so nice lor... =X i have to admit i love this blog skin... L is just too cute whether its anime or real life....
mids is coming... and i don't think that i am going to do well for it anyways.. haha... how optimistic.. at least its something i can still change the fact that i am not going to do if i just study hard now (which i dont think its going to happen anytime soon... OH WELLS!!)... haha... shall go and get stuff that i want tomorrow if time and people permits. SIMLIM here i come!!

2007-06-11T19:30:00.001+08:00

today is a good day